It has been a week! I’m not happy with this week at all. I was only able to workout twice this week, though I’m hoping to get one in today after work. My blood sugar has been crazy. I don’t have insurance right now as my small company does not offer it, and my blood sugar has been over 400 a few times this week, meaning I really can’t workout. I ended up getting the cheap insulin from Walmart, it’s not as good as the expensive stuff though. It’s helped, but not a lot and insulin makes me so hungry.
That said, yes I gained weight this week. I’m pissed, I’m depressed and I just want to be healthy and happy. It’s so much harder then people think. I actually woke up this morning and thought I just don’t want to do it anymore. I stopped, I talked myself into doing it and did it, but I really hate days like this.
I have hope that next week will be better. I also hope to not only get a workout in today, but tomorrow as well. Usually I rest on the weekends, but I just have to exercise when I can no matter what day it is
I don’t have this weeks picture as I forgot to turn my phones Bluetooth on and it didn’t update.
My weight this week
My weight last week
I have not had a great start to working out, but as a diabetic, it’s not simple, you have so many factors that affect your ability to move, there are times where you workout and your blood sugar goes up, not down. insulin makes you feel like your starving all of the time and sometimes you are just tired for no reason and moving doesn’t help.
I still know I can do this, it’s just hard, but I’m stubborn and will succeed on this.
Are you trying to lose weight? How are you doing? Share your story in the comments!